Thursday, June 26, 2008

Ramblings on raising a child on the Old Path

First of all, thank you all for the sweet comments on my Yule celebration. I really love sharing these moments with you guys , this way it's like you're visiting my home. :0)

It was a little messy sabbath, but in the end everything was fine again. I guess there's no way, sometimes even the best marriages have a stressing time and mine is not different. I was just upset that it happened exactly in the middle of a important time for me and it obviously made things harder. But nothing than a conversation to put things on the right dimension and make us realize that no matter how bad things get, it would be worse if we were apart. Rodrigo is such a prick sometimes... but so am I!

Everybody talks about how sweet it is that I raise my son as a Wiccan little boy. Lucas simply loves to be a Wiccan. He says he will always be one, although I have already told him that he may change his mind later, and that would be ok. We raise him on the Old Path - Rodrigo is half Wiccan, half Buddhist and very open-minded - because is natural for us, I used to celebrate the sacred days long before being pregnant, so he got used to see candles and wands and smell incense scents around the house since he was in my belly! LOL

I just try to make things really natural about it, not forcing him to participate or turning our daily life a mystical experience. I mean, I raise him on a very "rational" way. Meaning that although we talk about fairies, dragons, gnomes and such, I let the mytical creatures on the mytical level, on the legendary part of the path, in some specific child's rituals. When we pray at night or during sabbaths, it's directly to the Goddess and the God. I think it's easier to him than to go praying for different deities on each different issue. There are some intermediary Goddesses or, in othe words, other representations of the Goddess that I feel connected to, like Gaia, Hestia (a new born connection), Rhiannon and Brigith, and I love to have them in my house and Lucas know about them, but we always go first to the "top of the list" when we thank and ask for protection, and then go for the other deities, if it's the case.

I was raised Catholic on a very light way. My parents only went to the church when they felt like it, and I haven't have my first communion.But I was always considered the funny girl, the little witch, as my dad used to call me, because I had a little gnome village on my bedroom shelf, with an apple that wouldn't get rotten - unless my old lovely grandma slept there, then it would quickly get all shrinked and wrinkled - go figure it... So I'm still seen as the weird sweet girl of the family, and probably my faith it's still seen as something of my "capricious" nature.

As Lucas wasn't baptized on the old-fashioned way, this is the only something that haunts my mom's nights... But I don't have any intention to have him baptized as a catholic, because it doesn't make any sense to me. I don't want to hurt my mother's feelings, she's always been such a wonderful mother, but this is so intimate, so personal that I can't yield to it. It would be a contradition to everything I teach/show him. Now being almost five, he would question me about it, and get a messy mind. So she sighs and resigns herself about her little pagan grandson.

Every night I pray to the Gods with Lucas before putting him to sleep, thanking for the protection received that day. I think this is an important moment of our routine - it's the sign our day is really finished and he's going to relax and sleep well. I have a personal prayer that he ended up memorizing and he feels good and asks me to pray after saying goodnight. I usually add something that happened during his day that was important, and he quickly add a specific detail I forgot, and at the end he blow goodnights, kisses and asks for blessings to mama Goddess and papa God. Later I'll translate how this prayer goes.

I celebrate every sabbath, usually doing something special or, when I'm all busy, at least our ritual in front of our altar is performed. We often celebrate esbats, but not every month.

When I take my son to his school, he always asks me to draw with my finger a little pentagram on his forehead, because he says he feels safe this way. It's like the cross some catholic moms draw for the same reason. He has a small sword he drawed and we charged with power to help him to be strong and brave during the schooling year (the first weeks of the year are still hard for him). We did it last year (his first time at kindergarten), the in this February we burned the old one and made a new one to reinforce the purpose.

And that's how it goes. A day at a time. We celebrate Yule, but also Christmas - it's such a fun nd sweet traditional holiday for my family, when we gather at my mom's house, that I want Lucas to have it. The same thing for Ostara & Easter. Now that he's getting older and understands things a little better, I started to explain the differences and origins, but what matter for him are the toys, the food, his funny uncles and aunts and grandma to kiss, his little cousins to play with at Christmas, and the chocolats, the outings and the special lunch with us at Easter, so it's ok. The spiritual aspect lies on Yule and Ostara, let's say, and he loves just the same.

Oh well... there are so many things about being pagan that has to do with the world we live in, like respect for environment, Nature and everything it encompasses. I just can't see us living differently. As long as he respects the different paths people choose, not only spiritual but referred to all other things, that's how we live.

5 comentários:

Kyanite said...

What a delight that you shared all this, I felt you were sitting with me telling me personally.
Lucas is blessed that he is able to enjoy the best of two worlds & with you to guide him will find his own path.


Marcia said...

Every relationship has it's trying times and I'm glad you both pull together and get through them.

Lucas seems like such a smart little boy. There seems to be wisdom beyond his years in that cute little head of his.

You're right to not let your mom impose Catholisicm on Lucas. When I was growing up, we went from Presbyterian to Baptist (I mean your holy-roller Southern-style Baptists.. whew.) to Methodist to no denomination. That's all just within Christianity and I was so confused. I couldn't remember what each place was trying to teach but they were different. I think I mentioned to you before about finding a "Wishing Well spell" on a Pagan site before. I really believed in that and it worked for the small thing that I was really asking for.

KrisMrsBBradley said...

I think it's such a beautiful thing, the way you are raising your son! He's very lucky to have such a wonderful family that is raising him to be spiritual as well as rational and to be open minded to other things as well. That's something not every child gets to experience.

Thank you so much for sharing this with us!

Maebius said...

It's nice to read about the childhood Lucas has. Kudos for teaching him the way you are, and to be open minded about others.
Green blessings from this lurker!

The cottage by the Cranelake said...

In many ways our different religious/spirital choices are so similar, in others very different. I really like how You teach Lucas to be open minded about other beliefs, something we christians usually not are at all. We might say we are, but never really mean it.

We christians often forgets the respect for the enviroment. Many seemes to believe that since God made us we can do as we please. So wrong!!

We sweeds never really left our pagan traditons when christianity came. You´ve seen our midsummers pole :-) But even during Yule we have them. Our santa is for instance a gnome :-)and before that we had the christmas goat and he was the devil forced to do good things on christmas eve :-) :-)

In my church we believe that one shouldn´t get baptised until one is old enough to understand what it means, so I think it is a good thing that You never baptised Lucas when he was a baby.

Have a great day now!