Saturday, July 24, 2010

Back to tracks



Where to start? My emotional life has been a wild roller-coaster the past couple of months, but the ride is over and I finally jumped off the cart. Sometimes I put all my heart in something that it's just not meant to be, and sometimes it takes time for me to realize that - I dive in too deep to be rational. But as my motto says, "nothing happens by chance", and there's always something to learn from these experiences, they make us stronger and wiser, as well as give our protective armour a new thicker layer.

So in the initial phase I knew it would be better to be away from cyberworld, among other reasons, or you my friends would get crazy with me being a cry baby, whining all the time. I needed to step back to get a clearer perspective of things. I've been visiting some friends' blogs, commenting here and there, but without energy to post. The healing process is still in course and will surely take a bit longer to end - I'm a beast who licks wounds until they're completely closed - but I'm strong enough to be back. I do miss being around, where I've met wonderful, fun, creative and supportive friends who became part of my life. Those who have an active virtual life know what I mean. It's a vital part of me now, and I can't deny myself this pleasure and comfort - poor you guys!

In the meantime I've busy, with Lucas on his July vacation, with my witchycrafts, with products reviews, with staycations (thanks for the new word, Kris, lol!), with my spiritual path... And I'll post about it along the next days.
I hope everybody is enjoying your Summer time and life is being gentle!

Kisses and love from us.

15 comentários:

Janet said...

I missed you. Whatever is troubling you, I hope you can resolve it. You have had a lot to deal with over the past year but I know you're strong and wise and will make good decisions.

Linda in New Mexico said...

much love dear one

Marci said...

I missed you! Wishing you the very best and sending positive thoughts and energy your way!

Take one day at a time dear Nydia and don't overwelm yourself, but I am so glad you are feeling better and are back. I was worried about you.

Blessings and kisses,
Marci

Michele said...

Welcome back, I'm glad all is well.
Hugs and kisses♥

mrsnesbitt said...

A break is as good as a rest - which is just what you neede.

Dxx

Dragonstar said...

Good to see you back my love. I was getting worried. Just take care of yourself and enjoy the time off. X

Divaeva said...

*tight hugs* everyone needs a break now and then...

Lilac Wolf (Angie or Angela) said...

Really glad you are back and houe things move in a positive way for you.

Suzie Ridler said...

Nydia, I hope with all my heart that you are OK and healing from whatever emotional pain you are going through. I have missed you dearly and think that time spent with Lucas is the best thing for you possible. He has had a hard time too, I know. I think you will give each other strength and comfort. I am here for you if you need to talk.

Mama Kelly aka Jia said...

Glad to see u back, you were greatly missed!! Big hugs to you and to Lucas

Rue said...

Much love and many hugs to you and Lucas. I know whatever is going on, you will find a way through it. I much admire your strength.

Hope you can find some time to relax and take it easy!

Lyn said...

I'm so pleased your back, Nydia :-)

Hugs to you and your little witch,

Lyn

Danae aka 'Crafty' said...

Welcome back to Blogland! Where we all love you and missed u. I am sending my light and love & big cyber hugs to you- sweet friend- as I know all of your peeps are as well. :)

Take care...and heal.
~Danae aka 'Crafty'

(I had fun early morning chat with you the other day- *blasted insomnia!!!* and thanks for the comment yesterday on my fb artwork. I am always happy to put a name to a great quote!)

mrsb said...

So glad you are back!!
((hugs))

Illustrated Ink said...

So happy you're back, Nydia! Missed you!